(Knocks on the door*) (Door opens slowly to the G-Ride) Oh man... My sanctuary. I haven't been here for ages, man. But yess, it's good to be here, again. I can freely write things, and only those who still check this can see what's up. I just wanted to do a lil' freewrite on the G-Ride while I'm still here. I can't believe how the year's going by so far. It's been pretty chill and sweet. Surely, the problems of 2003 still carry on... But it's fading away with the clouds. The thing that's keeping me down, though, is my ninang's recent passing. Ninang Erlinda... Through all her trials these past years, she is finally able to escape the pain and rest securely in the arms of God. I will miss her, though. The moment I heard about her death yesterday, it didn't really hit me. I was like, damn, y'know... But I was moved towards night time. I just impictured the fondest memories, and they reflected on the tears that suddenly rolled down my eyes. I will be leaving to San Jose this morning... I am glad we are going there to support Ninong and Ate, but I am just afraid of how to react when I see them... Especially my Ate Gail. But all in all, we will walk through this together. Ninang's finally free, and we do not have to see her suffer any longer. I love you, Ninang. I've also been thinking about this one miss I hold dear, lately. I would say the name, but then I hold it just for some reasons. However, once I explain things, some of you will know who I'm talking about. But man... I'll talk later. I'm getting tired. All in all, I will see you again another time, G-Ride.
posted by J-Rard at 3:47 AM